很久

現在的心情很複雜啊，覺得自己一事無成啊。。在拉曼學院裡讀了兩個科系，可是卻讀不成，
哇！！！感覺自己很不爭氣，可是現在後悔也太遲啦。。 現在這份工，很不喜歡而且也不太喜歡那裡的同事，雖然還可以談得來可是也不喜歡他們的所作所謂 ，再加上自己笨，不醒目，做東西慢，真的很不喜歡那裡的工作環境。。 真的很想把這份工作給辭去，我明天不想去上班啊啊。。。。呼呼呼。。

Time To Change !

Behavior / Attitude :

I couldn't stand on my own behavior seriously, I really cannot behave like a  "BIG CHILD".. anymore.. is time to think for my future, what I wanna do in my future !?  Programmer ?! Database Administrator ?! Software Engineer ?!  IT Technician ?! or something else that related to IT ?! so I have to think now , start now, action now to determined my career in the future. I have to be more out going and need a lot of exposure don't want to be a "grass in a greenhouse"   “温室里的小草 ” 。 

某某人！

有些人，得罪了人都不知道，久而久之那个人才发现那个不爽你，然后才意识到，自己之前做了一些使人讨厌你的事物，那时的心情就是非常的糟透。

Sound Of Music

The Hills are alive, with the sound of music , with songs they have sung, for thousands years ! Yeah.. Many of You may get familiar with this sound but many of You may not get familiar with this songs as well ! This is the theme song for the Movie of Song of Music that was casting during 1965, the main actor of this movie are Julies Andrews and Christopher Plummer and also the 7 children.

因果 ！

This title for this post is in mandarin but the article is in English, I know it's weird but this is what I going write in this post. 因果，known as karma in English does exist in the world. What is Karma ,因果 ?? some of them might not understa nd this term. 因果，你种了什么因，就得了什么果，这也是 报应。

芝麻绿豆之大事 ！！！！

很久没有动过我的blog了，这次我还把我的blog给翻新了，所谓旧的不去，新的不来嘛！！ 旧的不去，哪里来新的呢？ 嘻嘻。。。 你们说是吗？

考完试了，是时候轻松轻松下咯！很想和朋友到新加坡去旅行，可是并不知道父母给不！？ 希望可以好好利用这三个星期的假期吧！至于，我的朋友们，很对不起，我知道我现在说什么都没有用，而且每次都 “衰” 小气，“衰” 冲动。。导致了每个朋友都远离了我。。。

My dear friend

I never back home last night, because of the calculus mid term later , so staying in friend's house for a night and doing revision with them.
Oh ya. my group discussion last night was awesome and I did managed to get 29/35 for the group discussion marks and I hope I can perform better in the coming individual presentation . God Bless. What am I going to present in the individual presentations ?? TOURISM -SINGAPORE, this will be my presentations topic. Hopes that everything goes fine in my individual presentation.

EMO !!!!!

I don't know why，emo always comes to me。。。 I feel like give up ， feel like give up all the things I have with me。。 My studies, My friends and all the things belongs to me.. I am now stress til the MAX POINT.. I can't cope with my studies anymore, I can't bare with

专注于分心 ！！！！

在这世界上，有两种人　一是分心　二就是专注。。　该公司里有两位员工，一位做事很勤快，做事非常的专注，每次都会在老板的期限前把事物给做好，第二位就是分心，分心总是拖误了公司里的程序，总把事务给拖到最后一分钟 ，而且做事不专注。

Movie , Bowling , Kajang Satay and Putrajaya

Ya !!! It's another outing days with friends.

Went to movies in Cheras Selatan Jusco "Padora Box"
(月光宝盒)

It's funny , but the whole movie was so crappy,

a recommendation for you guys,

do not watch this movie, just wasting your $$$.

Tomorrow , Tomorrow and Tomorrow

It's 12 :36 in the afternoon, with 2 of my friends hanging out in college new Cyber Center, just to "utilize" our one hour break before moving on for the statistics class at 1. I was late again today, I woke up late, when I open up my eyes it's already 9 15 in the morning , where suppose my class start at 10 am... I was so rush and I was 40 minutes late... == "" not going to repeat the same thing again next time.

Times flies, final is coming soon and this is the short semester , its only 7 weeks and now it's already week 5 , 2 more week final exam will begin , hopefully this time can do better than previous sem and now My cgpa is now under the boarder line , hopefully it can be increased after this semester. Never hope for flying colour result but at least I can pass all the subjects this time and as well as my resit papers. (finger cross ^^x)

Don't know why , I believe most of us likes to leave their work until last minutes and always give ourself an excuses , tomorrow , tomorrow and tomorrow .Ya I am the one who always give this excuses to myself , its terrible and last minutes can't come out with a good works but more errors are existing instead. My friends always tell me , "fail to plan is plan to fail" so instead of giving such excuses , its better we plan for it than the plan fail us and we get nothing until the end.

Hmm.. stop here today..

Mix and Match

Long time never update my blog and I know that My blog is full of "dust" and the "spiderweb" spread it everywhere.. LOL... hahaha... nothing much to post though , I had argued with my dad again and It was my fault but I don't like the way he give an ordered to someone , haiz !!!! He din even contribute much in this family , he has no right to give me an order as he never do well his part as a father and I know I am not a good son too , I admitted it. I wish that I won't be like him as a father for my children in the future, hmm..ok !!! stop talking bout him.

Last Night, I had a chat with one of my friend, she is my best friend, she is in love, but just a temporarily love because she is in love with an international student but once they graduate ,they will be separate apart , I was huh !!! ??? My advice for her is better not , do not begin this relationship and it will get much hurt when it comes to the end , agree everyone ??? I very hope that she will take my advice and I don't wish to see her crying on that time.

How I know her ? She is my secondary schoolmates , we are not that close during the secondary school time , but then after we graduate, we always meet up for yum cha,and we always out with each other , slowly and lastly we became a best friend. Hey friend, I will always be your side when you need me and You must promise me You must be STRONG !!! no matter what problems/ obstructions you encounter.

Its week 5 now, the 3rd semesters is going to end soon, and its time to prepare for final, hopefully I score these 3 papers, statistics I am going to challenge You and also my 2 resit papers。。。 I wish I can do better than last time and also good lucks for all my friends in their studies. GAMBATTE!!!

Good Bye !!!

这些年，一个人，风也过，雨也走，中有梦，中有你，还记得坚持什么？？ is this song sounds familiar ?? yeah , its a song sang by “周华健 ” and name it as "朋友”. It was a old song for many years but yet it is still very famous We must appreciate the friendship we have now and if you don't You will regret when you lost it.
It was in last year May, my friends organise a trip to cameron to visit my friend there and during the trip, we met 2 new friends which were Catherine and Jocelyn.. and they are very nice friends and we are having a lot of fun during the trip and even when we are back from the cameron , we still keep in touch with each other and always "lim teh" together , we have so much fun with each other, but now Catherine is going to graduate and soon she will go to UK for 3 months to get her degree cert, and soon Jocelyn will graduate on end of April and also she will further studies in Singapore but hopefully can meet her in second year of my diploma.

Yesterday ,was the last outing with Catherine, we went to Titiwangsa and we chit chat a lot and taken a lots of photos there too, the memories yesterday will always be in my heart and won't forget forever..

Catherine and me while eating ice cream

Catherine and me in front the lake

Lime Cream was mine and Orange was Catherine's

Jocelyn and Me in Cameron

Jocelyn's Holding the strawberry lolly pop

Lastly, No matter where you guys are, the fact doesn't changed, We are still the best and I love You guys.. ^^

Is this what I want ??

Is this really what I want to be ?? Computer Science and Management Mathematics , the course I studied bout half years and end up I learned nothing about it just besides some of the subjects are easy for me, I was underestimated the subjects especially the maths and programming , I am so "STRESSSSSSS" about it now and I can't make any complains to my parents cause I am the one who said want to study this course and now I really can't cope with the maths subjects and the programming now.

Is this really what I want ?? Is this what I want to be in the future ?? I really don't know , I am doubt in myself too. Why I am always the one who get scolded by the calculus tutor , I already put so much effort in it to get my tutorial done and why I always get the lowest mark in my mid term test instead of highest ?? WHY WHY WHY ?? I don't even dare to show to my mom when I get back the mid term test paper ...

Why I addicted into facebook so much ?? Why I love last minutes so much ?? why I always get something done until half without finished another half ?? Isn't it all these the factor of the failure ?? I wonder !!! ???

不知道在写什么篇！！

今天在家，没有做什么，就一整天在家发呆，读读昨天在kinokuniya买的书“20几岁，你要改变什么” 里面有一个故事，故事里的主角很像我，婆婆妈妈，怕这个，怕那个。。这样算什么男子汉哦？？ （其实在骂着我自己），我想这本书，应该还有很多很多的人生道理让我去挖掘吧。。 我会仔细的把它给看完。。

然后就一家人到“老地方” 去吃晚餐，这“老地方”是我从小到大都会到那儿去吃的一个餐馆，那里的菜不错，每逢星期日，我和家人都会到那儿一趟， 可是当姐姐到新加坡去之后，我们就很少很少去那儿去吃了，难得姐姐这次从新加坡会来，就到儿一趟，然后再回味那儿的美味佳肴咯。。

过后，回家藏在房间里听刚下载的两首歌，这两首歌是我朋友介绍给我的，很好听，那就是“对摺”

还有“喔伊细"...

好了，就到这儿吧！！！ 嘻嘻， byebye。。 nitez。

我是 一位值得一交的朋友吗？？

星期一那时，因为我们的group assignment 出了些问题，便要从新改过，身为assignment group leader 的我，看到组员那无奈且及静静坐在那儿不出声的样子，真的让我感到很无助，吩咐他们等下放学后要留下来meeting, 好像要把他们的命拿走酱，那时侯我很失望（其实我也不是一位好领导者，因为在讨论的时候，我也时不时玩　“脸书”）,　那时我真的很气，便不出声的做在那儿静静不出声，他们问我什么，我都没有回答，就坐在那等老师和老师去办公室拿mid term 的考卷，派回给他们。

到了星期三下午，calculus 的节完了，我却吩咐他们到study room 去进行最后一次的讨论，在讨论当中，我和其中一位组员有出入的意见，那时我的小孩子脾气又出来了，过后我朋友就说，“耀民，你这样的态度，很难再和你相处下去”　他说这句话，让我在那时静了下来，在那时，他们说了我的缺点出来，也许我是家最小的吧？是温室里的小草，所以被母亲宠坏了。还说回上次去电脑展的那间事，我那幼稚的所做所为，多可笑，可悲啊！！

可是最让我想不到的是，　在星期五要把这份assignment 交上去时，在还有交上去之前，我就致电给我的组员们，吩咐他们十一点要到学校去签名。　当我到了学校时，我一位组员就开始问我，为什么你那么迟才到，为什么不早点通知他，让他赶来赶去，这时我真的很气，他一声谢谢都不说，却蛮不讲理的骂人。。　我到底得罪他那里啊？？难到，他忙别人就不忙吗？？你生意做得大啊？？ 过后，我便很气的打给其他组员，以很气的语气叫他们快点来，不然我就不等他们，把assignment 给交了。。

就是这样，这个星期我却过得不好，还有些外来的因素吧。。我很想问大家，我是一位值得一交的朋友吗？？

Today is Wednesday (9/12.2009)

Wow !! Time flies so fast , now it's come to the end of the year 2009 9th of December , Wednesday . Today as usual, woke up early in the morning and get prepared myself to college and start for the whole new day , reached college bout 8 10 am , I had my yoghurt that brought back by my mum before I get off my car, then heading to My 1st class at 8 30 am Basic Calculus tutorial , ermm.. as what the lecturer told me last week , go home and prepare for the one of the question from the tutorial questions but too bad , I don't know how to solve this at home and I asked the tutor on the spot , unfortunately I get scolded by the tutor because she said I never prepare the tutorial question given by her , haiz... and I did badly in my mid term and got the lowest in class and I think I have to get prepare myself before the final ..

After 1 and half hours, the calculus class had ended , and then my group members and I heading to study room for the assignment discussion and nothing much we discuss about cause some of them were not here and just go through the info we found in the website and after that went for Informations systems lecture and I was LATE for this lecture due to some of the reason and found out the students attending the IS lecture was getting lesser and lesser , I wonder why huh ??

Today was a sunny day and feel so hot even though the lecture hall are equipped with the air condition, and I was so tired during the calculus lecture so I had slept for about 10 to 15 during the break.

After the calculus lecture , we (our assignment group member) went to study room for the assignments, and this time we spent about 4 hours in study room for the discussion and during the discussions , there are some conflict occurred due to the assignments but there's no any big deal about it , after a while back to normal again.

That's all about today... tada...

Hui Shan's 21st Birthday

Last Saturday was Hui Shan's birthday , so as a primary classmates of hers, many of us was attended her birthday party, it was held at night and it was raining during her party, we reached there almost 8 am, and was so crowed and we couldn't get any seats because most of the seat was already occupied , so at last we were kind of force to sit inside her house and use our meal. The overall party was great, such a long time we never meet each other ,especially "Zhi Quan" he is still very thin as compared to last time primary, I hope I can give him some fats but it couldn't and Wan Xin bring along her bf ,it was the 1st time I met him during our gathering , it is really fast and times flies ,just a blink of eyes ,it was already 9 years we left primary school ,fast huh??

Here are the pics we taken during Hui Shan's birthday party

Here is the place where we had our meals ,it's coldzy anyway XD

The cuts cake sessions !!!

Alright that's all for today, this is what I want to post up here today, nitez peep!!

BYE BYE !!! CSG3...下乡团

It it a time to say bye bye with all the members in community sociology group 3, CSG3. It's my pleasure to join community sociology , can get to know a lot friendly and lovely friends, and our 4 lovely coordinator, glad to meet you all . I really enjoy the time when all of us are together and I miss the time when we were burning the mid-night oil for rushing our poster and the survnior

that we need to bring to Muar.

The most memorable in CSG3 was the trial camp , actually we did this very badly , and the main reason was the last minutes works but the most suprised us was the suprises given by the gu wen tuan after the camp was ended.

In the 1st semester of my course, I spend most of the time in community sociology, and sometimes I would neglected my homework , and sometimes would nag by my mother because of coming back late for the meeting, and I feel so sorry for assignment's group mates , most of the assignments info were searching by them, because I am busy for the community sociology stuff.

Anyhow, I was really glad that I can join the community sociology, but too bad is I couldn't be one of the gu wen in the year coming 2010/2011 .. well, may all the future CSAG will perform their best to the year coming CSG member, GOOD LUCK to You guys ... tada !!!